挣扎·摆脱

这几个星期烦着同一件事。也烦了很多人，问他们的意见。

到最后，决定还是在于我手上，没有人能帮我做这个决定。

挣扎，这是第二次。最讨厌这种感觉，有点透不过气。

收到我姐的两封短讯实在是令我非常地矛盾

“Di, my advice is you should start to work for panasonic next week. You will be black listed if reject at last minute. I believe panasonic is a better company than you have now. So think properly”

昨晚的这封讯息的确对我影响很大，当时下了决心不再去想回家一事了。结果刚刚早上又收到我姐的另一封短讯。。。

“Di, dad ask you to go home. KL is not suitable and I also will miss you. I don’t know what will be the right decision, but dad and mom wish to see you in Penang.”

看完过后，我又想回家。:(